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  “Don’t slow down,” he orders. “I want you to cum while my cock is in your mouth.”

  I speed up and almost immediately a monster of an orgasm rips through me. I lose control of my muscles. My mouth opens in a strangled scream and my hands instinctively go around his thighs. As I come back down I gently suck on his cock as if it is a pacifier. It is my pacifier. I could go to sleep with his cock in my mouth.

  He looks down on me. A possessive, cruel, expression on his face.

  Then he starts fucking my mouth. Hard and rough. His cock choking me. I don’t protest. No, to the contrary. I enjoy watching him lose control.

  He is like a beast, a bull that is let out of its pen. He thrusts deep into my throat, and with a roar starts to climax. Not the way he usually does, but with a kind of pent-up fury. In a frenzy. I swallow the hot spurts eagerly. Finally, my orgasm is over. He stops bucking his hips. His chest rises and falls as he takes deep breaths. I look up at him and he is looking down at me. There is an odd expression on his face.

  “Go take a shower,” he tells me. His voice is hard and cold again.

  I pull my mouth away from his cock, stand, and get dressed. Without looking back at him I go upstairs to my room and into my bathroom.

  I switch on the shower and stand under the waterfall. Drops of water rush around me. I feel the first sob come so quietly. It is lost in the roar of the water. The second sob shakes my shoulder. I don’t know why I’m crying, but it feels as if my heart is breaking.

  I feel trapped. I’m married to Nigel and in an unexplainable sexual bind with Nikolai. I made a promise to Nigel. All said and done Nigel loves me. Nikolai, on the other hand, almost hates me. To him I am a thing.

  In a month’s time he will change me for someone else.

  I cry because I am hurt. I cry because I don’t understand what is happening to me. Why I am so addicted to Nikolai’s body. This wild lust swirling around inside me confuses me and frightens me. It feels foreign. The shower door behind me opens suddenly.

  I whirl around.

  Nikolai is standing there. He comes in wearing all his clothes, even his shoes. He holds me against his chest and I sob. I really sob. When my sobs subside. He gets on his knees. Into the exact same position he had put me in. He parts my thighs.

  Raking my fingers into his hair I pull him towards my crotch. Exactly as he had done to me. I grind my clit against his tongue and face until I climax. When it’s over I collapse backwards against the warm tiles.

  The air is filled with steam but his eyes glitter like sad stars.

  Chapter Thirty-Seven

  Nikolai

  I stare at the director in shock. I know about men like him. Mama warned me about them when I was Pavel’s age.

  He smiles at me before gently taking his penis out. It is small, fat and white. He strokes it lovingly and it grows. A sigh escapes his thin lips. I stay frozen in my chair. He spreads the white handkerchief on his lap and carefully, tenderly, as if it is the most precious thing in the world, lays his penis on top.

  “Just put your hand on me,” he coaxes in a thick voice. “You can make your phone call after that.”

  I stare at the white worm and consider my options. He makes my skin crawl. I don’t want to touch him but I need to make that phone call.

  “Don’t you want to call your uncle to come and take you and your brother away?” he asks.

  I nod.

  “So come on over and kneel down in front of me.”

  I stand and take the two steps that put me right in front of him.

  “Go on. Get on your knees. The sooner you do this the quicker you can call your uncle.”

  I kneel in front of him.

  He licks his lips “Do you think I have a nice cock?”

  I look at it. It is smaller than mine, and definitely much smaller than my father’s. As a matter of fact, it’s hardly bigger than Pavel’s. I nod slowly.

  “Would you like to touch it?” he encourages softly.

  I reach out my hand and touch it. The skin is smooth and warm.

  “There. That wasn’t so hard, was it? Why don’t you put it in your mouth?”

  I look up at him. “Why?”

  “You can suck it. Just like a lollipop. It tastes very good.”

  He is the director. I am just one boy. An orphan. Mama and Papa don’t even know where we are. Nobody cares about me. Nobody will believe my story. I will not get my phone call if I do not do as he asks. I will get punished. The strap will be used on me. Far easier to do what he asks. Then I will get my phone call and Pavel and I can leave this horrible place.

  I look at the director’s penis. It doesn’t look like a lollipop, but it looks clean. Maybe it won’t taste too bad.

  I once heard my mother tell my father, “I worry about Nikolai. He will either be a great man or a convict. He is too hard-headed, too inflexible. He doesn’t know how to live and let live. To compromise.”

  How right you were Mama.

  I’m doing this for all the other boys. I bend my head to take his soft white penis in my mouth. I’ll hurt him so bad he’ll never be able to do this to anyone else ever again. As I open my mouth in preparation to bite down as hard as I can, the blow to my head is sudden, completely unexpected, and so extremely hard that my head jerks as if it is about to come off my neck. My teeth feel like they are vibrating.

  I fall to the ground.

  My eyes cannot focus properly. Everything is a blur. The director stands up. The handkerchief floats to the floor near my head. It is so white. So beautifully ironed. Then it all goes black.

  I’m blasted awake by pain. Blows, kicks and punches are raining down on me. My head, my face, my body, my legs. They arrive so quickly from so many places. It is impossible to defend myself against them. All I can do is curl up tightly and pray that it will end soon.

  “Stop,” a voice orders. Even battered, and in agony, I recognize the voice.

  The blows stop.

  I don’t move. My whole body is on fire with pain.

  A pair of shoes come into my vision. “Now get up, and get out of my office.”

  Excruciating pain everywhere. I sit up slowly. Tears are running down my face. Every inch of me screams in pain as I try to stand. I end up groveling on the floor.

  “Not such a brave man, are you?” he taunts.

  I lift my head and look out of eyes that are blurred with the blood running into them and look around me. There are five boys. I recognize them instantly. The bullies. There is blood-lust in their eyes. They are strung up. They want to finish the job.

  I stand up slowly, gritting my teeth with the pain, and limp out of that office. I know I have to find Pavel. I have to protect him. There are monsters in this place. The other kids are already in bed and I walk through the deserted building.

  I find Pavel in his bed. He is shivering with terror. When he sees me he starts sobbing uncontrollably.

  “Niko, Niko, what have they done to you?”

  “It’s nothing. I’ll be all right. It looks worse than it is,” I say through swollen lips. I can hardly see or talk. I need to lie down. I feel weak. I slowly lower myself on my bed. I reach for my blanket and tear a long strip out of it. I tie one end to his wrist and the other to mine.

  “What are you doing?” Pavel asks.

  “Don’t take this string off no matter what happens. If anybody tries to take you, you wake me up, all right?” I say sternly.

  He nods.

  I lie down.

  “I’m scared,” Pavel says.

  “Nothing will happen to you while I am here,” I say.

  Nobody comes for Pavel that night, but Sergei comes for me.

  “I can’t go,” I whisper.

  He shakes his head. “What did you do?”

  “I tried to bite him.”

  He looks unimpressed. “That was a stupid thing to do. You’re fucking lucky they did not shoot you up with chemicals and send you to the mental asylum or the lying down rooms. The k
ids there never leave their beds. They are tied up and spend all day staring at the ceilings.”

  That night the pain is awful. The bruises and wounds on my body heal over the next few weeks. I join Sergei’s gang and get the gang’s tattoo which protects me. There is no more talk of making a phone call. The only way Pavel and I are leaving this place is if we find a way to escape. The group of boys who beat me up look at me with sneering expressions, but they don’t bother me again.

  I watch Pavel like a hawk during the day and not a single night goes by that I forget to join myself to him with the strip of blanket. I keep him safe day and night, but as the days become weeks, and weeks become months, my brother’s bright blue eyes dim. He becomes sadder and sadder.

  I cannot understand it. He is like a plant that is wilting away right before my eyes. He shows no interest in anything anymore. Not even when I outline our escape plan to him.

  Chapter Thirty-Eight

  Star

  When I go outside to the car, Oleg is not there. There is another man wearing a chauffeur uniform who opens the door for me.

  “Where is Oleg?”

  He makes a downward movement with his mouth. “Gone.”

  I frown. “Gone?”

  “Yeah. I’ve taken his place.”

  “Oh! Why?”

  Something flickers in his eyes. “Because you gave him the slip yesterday.”

  My mouth drops open. “He’s been fired?”

  “Uh … huh.”

  “But that’s not fair,” I blurt out to the complete stranger.

  His lips twist with contempt. “Life’s not fair. I’ve got to warn you that I’m not allowed to let you out of my sight. Even if you want to go to the bathroom I’ll have to go in first and check that there are no windows through which you can climb out.”

  My face flushes with fury and embarrassment. How dare Nikolai treat me like this. I turn around and go back into the house. I stride to the study where Celine told me he was working. I wrench open the door and Nikolai looks up from his paper. He seems completely unperturbed.

  “How could you be so heartless? How could you fire Oleg? He’s such a good guy. It was not his fault that I went to see Nigel. I want him to be reinstated. I want him to be my driver.”

  Nikolai

  She stands there spitting furiously. I love watching her when she is angry. It is in such stark contrast to when she was bound and helpless. I pick up my coffee cup and bring it to my lips.

  “You must have misunderstood your position here. You have no rights other than to service me, little butterfly,” I murmur mildly.

  She becomes rigid as if I have struck her. I watch her swallow hard, she is about to say something else, when she decides not to. She drops her fair head in defeat.

  The smooth curve of her neck is delicate and swanlike. My hands itch to encircle it but I haven’t forgotten what she did yesterday. How dare she be so blindly loyal to him. A smarmy creep like him? I watch her over the rim of my cup and I feel anger boiling in my veins again. I realize I am clenching the handle of my coffee cup so hard it is in danger of breaking off. I lay it carefully on the saucer.

  Suddenly the anger changes. Fuck him. I’ve got her now. And I’ll have my fill of her. I’ll fuck her until there is nothing in her head but me. To hear her scream my name.

  “As a matter of fact, I think I’d like to have you again,” I say softly.

  She looks up at me, her eyes glittering with resentment and hate. We stare at each other but she can’t hold my stare. She drops her gaze.

  “I’ll see you in my bedroom then,” she says tightly, and turns away.

  “No. Not there.”

  She swings around with surprise. “Where?”

  I stand and sweep my hand over the things on my table. They crash to the floor. The coffee cup smashes. Semyon comes running in. I don’t take my eyes off her face.

  “Get out,” I say.

  Semyon closes the door quietly on his way out.

  She walks towards me stiffly. I fit my hands around her slender waist, lift her onto the table and lay her on her back. She looks up at me, breathing hard. I pull her skirt up. She is beautifully bare and already soaking wet. Lifting her right leg I kiss the inside of her knee. She inhales sharply. I suck the thin skin, staring at her.

  “Play with yourself,” I murmur.

  She bites her lower lip. That always drives me crazy. I can feel my cock hard and hot in my pants.

  Slowly, her hand trails tantalizingly down her stomach towards her pussy. I watch hungrily as her fingers slide between the pink folds. At first hesitantly, then she goes for it. Rubbing herself. Her hips jerking. The smell of her arousal fills my nostrils driving me crazy. All I want to do is get inside her.

  Just when I know she is at the very edge, and her body is already bowing with the coming onslaught, I grab her hand and hold it away from her throbbing flesh. She looks up at me, her eyes wide and begging.

  I smile.

  “Why won’t you let me come?”

  I bend my head and swipe my tongue on her open pussy. She shudders and pushes her groin towards my mouth. I hold back.

  “Do you want me to suck you?”

  “Yes,” she gasps.

  “How much do you want it?”

  “A lot.”

  “Exactly how bad?”

  “Bad. Really bad.”

  I swirl my tongue within the sweet flesh, making her moan. I dip my tongue into her hole and she shudders. I lick her a while, enjoying the taste, teasing her, and making her clench with frustration.

  “Go on, make yourself cum,” I order.

  Her fingers move. When she is about to cum I stop her again. I refuse to let her come for ages, until her teeth are clenched, and she is almost in tears.

  Then I instruct her to put her elbows under her knees and open wide. With her pussy completely exposed to me I unbuckle my pants and plunge my cock into that tight little cunt in one swift movement. She grunts with the sensation.

  I pound into her until her orgasm washes over her. So hard she gasps for breath. I cum with her. Coating the walls of her pussy with fresh cum. My cum. I’ll wash that spineless fool out of her. Not even the memory of him will remain by the time I am finished.

  Chapter Thirty-Nine

  Star

  For the next four days I don’t see Nikolai. I write, I ride, I swim, I walk the wonderful grounds and I try unsuccessfully to befriend Belyy Smert, but he steadfastly refuses all my overtures.

  Every day at lunchtime I go to visit my father and I chat with Rosa over the phone. Every morning and night I call Nigel and we talk. We seem to have come to a strange sort of truce. We behave more like friends. He tells me about his progress at Gamblers Anonymous and I tell him about my riding efforts. The unspoken understanding is that everything will go back to normal between us when this month is over. He must guess that things can never truly be the same, but I don’t think he realizes how different they will be. How much I’ve changed.

  During the night I find it hard to sleep, so I read until the early morning hours. I’ve already read two old classics and now I’m almost finished with Their Eyes Were Watching God.

  Time passes quickly and I keep myself busy, but inside I know I am waiting. Waiting for Nikolai’s return.

  I push open my doors and walk out onto the balcony.

  The air is lovely and warm and the inky night sky is alive with stars. Sometimes I can’t believe how beautiful this little parcel of land is. I take a deep breath and become aware of another person on the balcony. I turn my head and see Nikolai leaning against the wall smoking a cigarette. The tip glows red but it is too dark to see his features.

  I didn’t even know he was back.

  I watch him flick away his cigarette and come towards me. His gait prowling. My mouth is suddenly so dry. I have to swallow a few times to get the saliva going. He towers over me for a few seconds, looking down at me. Unsmiling. Unwelcoming. Remote.

  Wordlessly hi
s hand slides under my skirt and up my thighs. His fingers scratch under the rim of my panties. Since he’s not been around, I’ve started wearing underwear again. He pulls them down roughly with a grunt of displeasure.

  He unzips his trousers.

  In the dark the thick tip of his cock gleams with pre-cum. I begin to throb for him. His hand curls itself under my thigh. He lifts it and, opening me up for him, slams into me. My eyes roll back with pure pleasure.

  He fucks me hard. Really hard.

  My back scrapes against the wall behind me. It never crosses my mind that I can ever have an orgasm by such a brutal coupling, but without warning I feel myself starting to crest.

  Go over. And fall …

  The sound that comes out of me is a screech. Like a cat yowling, screaming his name. Filling the still air. Shocking me. He thrusts even harder and allows himself to climax too.

  He stays inside me for a few more seconds, our breaths mingling. Then he pulls out of me. I feel his cream spill out of me and drip down my thighs.

  He steps back. “Get on your bed and wait for me on your hands and knees. I haven’t had enough of you yet,” he says.

  Silently, I pull myself away from the wall and go into my room. I position myself on the bed as he instructed, and wait for him.

  I don’t have long to wait. He takes me like a bull. There is so much need and urgency. I think I will break in two, but I don’t.

  I just reach for the stars and this time I touch them.

  Nikolai

  I look at her under me, satiated, and well fucked, her mouth swollen from all that cock sucking I made her do, and I want to fuck her all over again. It’s weird. The law of diminishing returns says that the more I fuck her the less I should want her. In this case, the more I fuck her the more I want her.

  She’s like a fucking Class A drug.

  I pull away from her delicious body.